you are grabbing my ass while we stand in line
i am ignoring your stupid ass -
as you are starting to touch my waist
waiting until I give you attention
to tell you to stop
stop looking at me with this fake ass smile
stop touching me without my consent
stop asking me 'Babe, why are you acting like you don't like this?'
stop calling me Babe
because this Babe doesn't belong to you
this Babe is its own woman
But Babe
Babe, let me tell you one thing -
it might not even be your fault
that you were taught that you were irresistible
that you were taught that you can treat women that way
that you were taught to see me like this
to see a big ass and thick thighs
to see full lips and huge titts t
o see low confidence and high obedience
he wanted to fuck me
his hands gripping onto my curves
telling me that I would know how to spread those hips
figuring out if my pussy was pink
pink like his nasty lips from which those disgusting words drip
those words drip drip
i feel it dripping down my thighs
pulling my hair under your head to use those curls as a pillow
to rest your head on
after you have done the damage
i lay curled up in the sheets
shaking in anger
thinking of what would have happened
if this babe dared to reject
a white man
you kick me to the floor
calling me names
telling me that you would have never fucked a black girl
telling me that you would have never touched a black girl
but it seemed to be okay; because let me tell you one thing.
- it might not even be your fault.
that you were taught that you were irresistible
that you were taught that you can treat women that way
that you were taught to see me like this
while I was taught to that beauty doesn't belong to me.
i was taught I will be the first and last person to love myself
i was taught that I have to play along those rules to be seen.